Inner Calm Can’t
There is a place where I can go and nothing follows me. Most of the time this place is a horrid quagmire of conflict and doubt. Hilariously enough brought on by my inability to react to those that, ultimately cannot touch me in this place. Though at times it is a tranquil shallow pool. When […]
Seven – Sunny Day Real Estate – Diary – Oct 7 2015, Words on Thoughts
That nostalgic feeling of songs relevant to personal epochs past. Such a wash of feelings swirls with tar and cloves and pot smoke. Feeling an autumn breeze but not the lifeless one of today. No, rather the vibrant chill that sparkled in a young mind rife with as much anxiety as identity. To ask for […]
Friendly Progression
You know, I worry about us… That makes it sound a little to serious But a while ago it used to be different That two peas in a pod thing. Sure we may have fought now and again, Misunderstood each others points Disputed… Cried …(well I cry) But we had a connection, That […]
D&D character backstory – Heian, the plane smith monk
Heian was a stranded wood elf child wandering from city to city surviving by begging and withstanding the harshness of the world by an innate uncanny attunement to the elements. Having stayed in a particular city for a number of weeks Heian got the suspicion that there were eyes on him, ones more intense than […]
Agorophobic
To be agoraphobic is like agoraphobic Its that feeling as though you are surrounded surrounded by all this space and your insecurities just seep out into the open air where you have to confront them but agoraphobia at the same times feels like aasdflpowqueasdjf;;ljspoiuqwerz,xmnasdfj asdf;lajsrqweopriuzxmnpoqwjaspojasdpfasdf asdxmvaiwoasfasdjk;lasdfjljxmasdfj;asfwqvbb asdf43908nAGORAPHOBICaslcn,.adsfafasdrqwepoi zvx.rwepoiu43025af;djkl;cv,.asdafl;weropiquwql; […]
Night At A Terrible Party
Julia: Oh Donovan, You seem to be in a hurumph as usual. Don’t you dare spoil the evening festivities. Donovan: Well, it’s not as if I was invited to this terrible gathering. Julia: But none the less, I was invited, and instructed to bring my spouse. Donovan: Yes of course, I’m sure every madam was […]