{"id":69,"date":"2014-07-25T17:08:24","date_gmt":"2014-07-25T17:08:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/?p=69"},"modified":"2017-12-09T15:19:29","modified_gmt":"2017-12-09T15:19:29","slug":"agorophobic","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/?p=69","title":{"rendered":"Agorophobic"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>To be agoraphobic is like<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>agoraphobic<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Its that feeling as though you are surrounded<\/p>\n<p>surrounded by all this space and your insecurities<\/p>\n<p>just seep out into the open air where you have to confront them<\/p>\n<p>but agoraphobia at the same times feels like<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>aasdflpowqueasdjf;;ljspoiuqwerz,xmnasdfj<br \/>\nasdf;lajsrqweopriuzxmnpoqwjaspojasdpfasdf<br \/>\nasdxmvaiwoasfasdjk;lasdfjljxmasdfj;asfwqvbb<br \/>\nasdf43908n<em>AGORAPHOBIC<\/em>aslcn,.adsfafasdrqwepoi<br \/>\nzvx.rwepoiu43025af;djkl;cv,.asdafl;weropiquwql;<br \/>\nasdfl;jwqrepoiujvvx.,mb.bnncmx,wriqop23409<br \/>\nasdfljkvm.,ad0934oipeuj1243435v.masd;lkj<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nWhere there is not the same emptiness<\/p>\n<p>There is the space around filled with so much data<\/p>\n<p>gibberish that interpreting the world is<\/p>\n<p>impossible.<\/p>\n<p>And yet, despite all the pressure of the world<\/p>\n<p>from the dead empty suffocating air of the unknown<\/p>\n<p>To the unparsable cloudy sensory overload<\/p>\n<p>experienced in the majority of social situations<\/p>\n<p>I still find a bottomless well of<\/p>\n<p>loneliness<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>To be agoraphobic is like &nbsp; &nbsp; agoraphobic &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Its that feeling as though you are surrounded surrounded by all this space and your insecurities just seep out into the open air where you have to confront them but agoraphobia at the same times feels like &nbsp; &nbsp; aasdflpowqueasdjf;;ljspoiuqwerz,xmnasdfj asdf;lajsrqweopriuzxmnpoqwjaspojasdpfasdf asdxmvaiwoasfasdjk;lasdfjljxmasdfj;asfwqvbb asdf43908nAGORAPHOBICaslcn,.adsfafasdrqwepoi zvx.rwepoiu43025af;djkl;cv,.asdafl;weropiquwql; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[56],"tags":[59,61,19,60],"class_list":["post-69","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-other","tag-fear","tag-language","tag-poetry","tag-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/69","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=69"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/69\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":74,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/69\/revisions\/74"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=69"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=69"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=69"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}