{"id":213,"date":"2015-10-22T14:22:29","date_gmt":"2015-10-22T14:22:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/?p=213"},"modified":"2017-12-09T15:19:02","modified_gmt":"2017-12-09T15:19:02","slug":"inner-calm-cant","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/?p=213","title":{"rendered":"Inner Calm Can&#8217;t"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There is a place where I can go and nothing follows me.<br \/>\nMost of the time this place is a horrid quagmire of conflict and doubt.<br \/>\nHilariously enough brought on by my inability to react to those that,<br \/>\nultimately cannot touch me in this place.<br \/>\nThough at times it is a tranquil shallow pool.<br \/>\nWhen I am fully submerged even the terrible self inflicted miasma cannot touch me.<br \/>\nLike a cloud of hornets in a cartoon that becomes confused as to my whereabouts.<br \/>\nGiving up the search after a period of time.<br \/>\nSo why can I not find this oasis all of the time?<br \/>\nWhat is it about my own inner calm that, for much of the time, cannot be calm?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There is a place where I can go and nothing follows me. Most of the time this place is a horrid quagmire of conflict and doubt. Hilariously enough brought on by my inability to react to those that, ultimately cannot touch me in this place. Though at times it is a tranquil shallow pool. When [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,56],"tags":[19],"class_list":["post-213","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-introspection","category-other","tag-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/213","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=213"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/213\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":214,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/213\/revisions\/214"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=213"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=213"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/deconstructiondevelopments.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=213"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}