Is There A Problem
It’s fine. Isn’t it? It’s all fine. My only problem is, that I have a problem. That’s my motto, my credo. I would dishonest to myself if I didn’t say, It always persisted in my the back of my mind. And with it. Is the thought of what, my real problem is. It, is […]
#morningmantra
Despair, Uncertainty, Darkness, Weakness, Nothingness, these are things not to be feared, but rather to be embraced.
#morningmantra
What one is born with/as is not the defining feature of an individual human. The results of metamorphosis through experience is how individuals should be evaluate.
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Perhaps the average problem of other minds, is that many have a problem with minds of the other.
Old Stream of Conscious Note 1
#1 I am warm with fear I sweat a viscous unnameable thing that might closely identify as death. My jaw painfully locks, which is a slight reprieve from its constant nervous chattering. The heat from my terrorized brain melts solid ice at a distance. I have been here too long. The hot fearful beast longs […]
Selected (Coherent…ish) Notes from California July 17- 21 2014
What is this this existential anxiety that I appear to be experiencing at the mere prospect of going to a fundamentally unfamiliar space. Perhaps it stems from my desire to always return to the point of my origin. Which is not some fanciful Mecca based on my birth. Rather a place that I have marked […]
How Moral?
Amorality and nihilism from self hatred. Conserved emotions and moral compass only exist as a means of survival.
Nihilism Is For Lazy People
In so many ways nihilism makes life so much more simple to navigate. If nothing else than that the burdens of culture and duty appear absurd, preferably ignored. Though in that respect there is also difficulty due to the assumption of others that one must prescribe to and intend to honor their particular social pact. […]
Irresponsible, and always Ready to Party
It is not that the people I envision as those normal and reasonable cannot comprehend or deal with my particular lifestyle and outlook, but rather have come to a point in their lives where the notion of such a lifestyle does not seem maintainable. So I must continue not only for my own selfishness but also so I do […]
Results Over Time
I’m not as old as i look or feel at times, but the one perk is i no longer hear, “What an articulate young black man you are.” Now i just get met with the same derision as all people in active intellectual pursuits.